Saturday, September 22, 2012

Tears

I've cried with every goodbye!!  It was sad to leave Meagan a few months ago after our time at the lake.  I was slightly hysterical on and off as I drove home from Charleston a few weeks ago.  Hugging my Children's Program people was hard.  Hugging Kelly, Sarah Mason, and Gracie goodbye broke me down.  Mrs. Malissa was hard to let go and the tears were plentiful!  My HDFS people were hard to leave.  Leaving with and then walking away from Maria was so hard to do and I definitely cried a good bit!  Finally, tonight walking away from April was so hard to do for many reasons.  Then, I began to realize that I am nearing the end of my goodbyes.  Only a few left and two HUGE ones...my momma and daddy!  Sunday will be hard, but God is good! 

All of these people (and others) have been such answered prayers in my life.  I know that God is #1, and He should remain on the throne of my heart, and I do struggle with dependence on people.  However, I strongly believe that God places people in our lives to bless us and allow us to bless them.  I pray that I have been a blessing to those in my life, but I know that I could never come close to how they have blessed me, and I could never be to them/mean to them, what they have been/meant to me.

I spent so much time feeling lonely or wishing for people who understood me the way my friends do now.  I am such a lucky girl and I am going to miss my people so much!

 One last picture with my \a.  For those who question how that is pronounced, it is back-slash-a.



On another note, my friend Erin was going to try to get to ATL to see me on my layover.  Did I mention that I have the most wonderful friends that a girl could ever ask for??? 

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